When the traditions cease. . . The family fades from each other.

It was when my family no longer felt the need to participate in what had been traditions for years that I began to distance myself.

It was because of these disappointments and let downs that I began to cease desiring -- I no longer cared for holidays. I no longer cared for family get-togethers.

I ceased feeling at all.

June 23, 2002

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