once, I thought I was good
now I can see
I can see me
and what I truly am

mediocre, at best
though I would guess
that I am less
than even that

what hurts is not
the simple thought
of compliments and fame

what bothers me
is honesty
to think you truly mean

everything you say

June 1, 2002

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